So, I am a fashion model. I am in between plus size and regular sized. I wish people would understand, I want to be so great. I could be so great. But this weight holds me down. I have no one to talk to. Whenever I talk about loosing weight, people roll their eyes or tell me that I don't need to loose weight. The world is so discouraging. I thought I was only pro-ana, but today I crossed over to pro-mia (I had an encounter with a donut). So, are their any members that seek encouragement as well. My current weight is 150. My goal weigh is 110.